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Karma
2011-03-03, 1:37 p.m.

The tangled web weaves and weaves... I am starting to think that my Karma is deciding to catch up with me in this life, and in short order, rather than waiting till a time when I won't expect it.

Let's review: My marriage has been taken off of life support, but refuses to just die. I gave up having a shot at a legit relationship with my lover months ago and now share him with ghosts--though there's no way to really know what things would look like now even if I hadn't. This, in theory, might be better than what could've been. My out-of-state prospect isn't really a prospect. He'll always be a good friend, I think, but beyond that? Just for fun, not for serious. There's the married guy from across the country who's hoping I can tell him fun stories of random sex adventures so that he can keep to his vows by keeping the porn reel running in his head. And then last night a drunken, engaged, not-quite-coworker messaged me through facebook in a way that was not-so-innocent.

This is Karma, for sure. Are there any men out there that are both emotionally and situationally available? This game is way not-fair to someone who's never had to date before.



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