It has begun...
It is also nearly midnight, so story time will be short. Thus far I have had 2 dates with Mr. New Friend and Mr. New Friend is now Mr. Boyfriend. Technicalities persist in terms of me tying up loose legal ends of my dead, burnt, buried and decayed marital union but I'm very near the point of saying, "Fuck it" to working around that anyway.
I have done this right and I deserve to be happy. I don't want to hide.
Jackson came home today talking about how Rachel was helping him through a level of Zelda. Even if Jeff isn't "declaring" his relationship status, he's not "hiding" it either--even for the sake of the kids. I have been momentously more conservative to this point and that's about the extent of how I want to be... Just conservative and careful for the sake of the children. I don't want to be hiding, sneaking, scared of who finds out what... Just conservative... For a little while--and that's it.
It's time for sleep...
11:56 p.m. - 2012-07-19
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