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2010-12-29, 12:40 p.m.

Did a lot of talking yesterday about things that I had intended to not talk about at all. Holding one's breath is a lot easier when one just concentrates on the task at hand. Then in the middle of trying to hold my breath while jabbing myself in the ribs repeatedly, I learned that I should expect to add some additional time to the duration of said breath holding. But really... There is no stated end. There is no reason to expect there to be. "One day the phone just won't ring, and you have to be okay with that."

Uhg... What a mess.

Thoughts to preserve:

"Being the dirty secret is different from being treated like a dirty secret."

and

"Only you can decide how much of that deception you're willing to be a part of."

Those were two that smacked me around a little bit. An ounce of honesty and open communication serve an infinite amount of good. Unfortunately, you can't reach inside someone's head an plant the idea in there that it really would be okay to be perfectly honest. There is nothing to fear and the only outcome of such would be completely positive.

But instead, my breath I hold. Waiting for a flare.

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