Birthday coming... Birthday will come... Birthday will go...
Thresholds...
At New Year's, my resolutions were to 1.) get a day shift job and 2.) get divorced. It's the first time I'd ever made real New Year's Resolutions. Both of those things came to me before the first quarter of the year was over (well, the filing of the divorce, at least... These things do take time).
As such, though, I almost want to make a "Birthday Resolution" that will be intended to cover at least the space of time until New Year's returns, or maybe even the whole year till another birthday... But that's kind of a lot--I fear that's too optimistic.
I just feel like I've gotten lazy lately. I'm happy, but happily ignorant of the reality that happy is making me lazy too... On the other hand, I don't want to "Busy" myself into grumpiness because--in all truth--I'd probably not have a waking moment of inactivity if I took on more projects. I've stretched myself too thin, I think. Too many hobbies and focuses going on at one time and none of my hobbies are getting a respectable amount of attention.
Maybe I'll resolve to have monthly "themes." Perhaps October can be "Reading Month." November can be "Knitting Month..." Etc.
Or perhaps I'll just resolve to start going to bed before 11 on at least 3 weeknights each week...
I am happy though... Need to remember how to work my interests into my life containing a relationship instead of doing them around my relationship or in place of what had always been an unhappy relationship/marriage.
And I'm sleepy...
11:50 p.m. - 2012-09-27
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